As My Heart Opens, So Do I (ACIM Side Entry)
Background: This article is a side journal entry reflecting additional healing I did in parallel to A Course in Miracles (ACIM) but unrelated to the text or workbook readings.
My goal in my A Course in Miracles healing journal is to be as transparent as I can to help others heal and connect with love.
This entry outlines additional meditation and my healing process on a day I journaled and was unable to incorporate the text.
Christmas Day, 2024
I was so focused on getting things done and beating myself up for not staying on my original schedule, that I failed to realize I got everything done! Even a bit more than originally intended.
I sat and meditated with Brazilian hapé again. Feeling into a plan for 2025, uncertain how I was to do it, yet realizing how much I snapped into in my recent energetic shifts already. Today, without much thinking, I completed 3, yes 3 of the wish list items I had for myself.
The things I couldn’t get myself to do for months I did three of them today. And I saw the energetic locks coming alive on the physical plane even though my ind wasn’t on the same page .
I began to trust my energy more and more.
Over the solstice this past weekend a shaman friend did a 13 card pull for me and it felt right. Truly mine and my calling. It even made sense just to look at the card images and names. I could absolutely see how THAT would be my year!
I started feeling a pull to break it down and actually look at the details and OH MY GOODNESS. Card 1, my starting point what to use as my guide for planning. It was spot on on where I am, what Im after, whats working and what is not.
The card is The Priest form the Oracle deck by Sphinx. More and more made sense and the answer to my struggles:
sacral chakra for rmy answers, lead with my heart, and meditate on what I need.
This is of course is common sense I live and teach by, but there were the little frustrations I was not yet using it.
For example, I've known what to do and what to strive for, yet sometimes I get stuck carrying out the plan.
So why down I meditate and ask my soul about why some plans aren’t working out. The plan was created in alignment, but the carrying out is not coming through- why.
That’s when the heart chakra popped the negative thought form my subconscious to my conscious mind and I quickly eradicated it, setting my chakra energies free.
I can do this
I can do this
I am doing this
I am doing this
I love myself.
I love myself.
I trust myself.
I trust myself.
I trust myself to do great things
I trust myself to do great things.
I can do all that my heart desires to create
I can do all that I dream of
I know who I am
I know who I am
I am worthy
I am worthy
I am worthy of living my dreams
I am worthy of living my dreams
As I repeat and say these, I little by little feel the lower portions of my heart chakra opening and freeing. It is finally letting go.
I am ready. I am ready.
I can do this because I am this. This is who I am meant to be because this is who I am.
As the chakra’s layers peeled back, a large black eye appeared within me. Much like the black hole that expanded from my solar plexus, but this was an eye and, once expanded, did not require much else.
With the lower heart chakra clearing out, feeling lighter, I can sense the deep dark pain I had below it in the sacral chakra has become a more shallow spot. No longer taking over the center of me, affecting my back and front.
Three days ago I did the full life analysis exercise for The Art of Manifestation with Ryan Hillier on Mindvalley.
Last night I did Michael Sealys’ Self Love and Confidence Hypnosis as I fell asleep:
With so much elevation and transformation, I do not make it to the A Course in Miracles before needing to head to bed.
With Love, Acacia